I AM Perfectly Imperfect

Life's journey is an amazing spiraling dance that has taken me to many unforeseen experiences & places, sometimes my eyes were wide open    with acceptance, and sometimes squeezed shut with resistance.    Which often made me wonder, who was the lead in this dance?

It is always challenging for me to write about myself and I am still not sure what I want to say here. Except that I know now, that life isn't about being perfect but it is about learning more from our experiences. 

Throughout my life I have visited with alcohol and drug abuse, bullying on both sides, insecurity, divorces, poverty, depression, suicidal thoughts and homelessness. Not that I want anyone to know these things about me, yet I know they have made me a better person by being great lessons to learn. I really looked at my shadows and how f-ed up I thought I was, but each of these things helped me search more deeply into what really made me happy. It has also helped me to have great compassion for people who are struggling in their life in any shape or form and know that there is always a way to transform pain. 

I didn't know how to deal with my emotionally deep anguish and negatives experiences so I drank to drown out the promblems and overlap meaningless relationships one after one another looking to find a connection, an answer, some solice.
After decades of trying yet numbing myself,  I realized that this wasn't doing me any good. Fortunately, I was able t quit drinking and doing drugs immediately. But it was the attachment to wanting to be close to someone to fill the gap I felt inside myself continued. Even when people weren't kind to me I stuck around because it was better than being alone, so I thought. If I have a partner I have value and  love.  Ideall, I afamily with a house, 2 kids, picket fence and a dog were security. That's success and happiness, isn't that what they say?
Well, I realized that that doesn't work for me even though I tried my hardest to do so to fit in with everyone around me who looked like that was what made them happy. 
Where was my happiness?
I couldn't find it with a man, family, job or money but this is what I was told would. 
I dove deeper and deeper into Spirituality and what that meant because it gave me hope and made me feel better than anything else I tried.

I really looked at my shadows and how f-ed up I thought I was, but each of these things helped me search more deeply into what really made me happy. I alsso helps me to have great compassion for people who are struggling in their life in any shape or form and know that there is always a way to transform pain. 

We must be the love we wish to see in the world

Who Am I?
I am everything and no thing all at the same time.
What do I know?
I know enough that I know nothing.

My journey has expanded my education in ways that I can now offer many different ways to help heal  support anyone seeking guidance or healing. I am a intuitive wholistic wellness facilitator and practitioner
 assisting people back to a more harmonious relationship with themselves to feel whole.

My Certifications:  Kids NLP Practitioner, Edu-Care teacher and trainer for The Language of the Heart education philosophy, Reiki Master, Ritual Master, Multi-Dimensional Web Working, Dance Educators of America certified teacher, AFAA certified, as well as having a Bachelor of Science and NJ Teaching Certificate to teach Physical Education, Health, Dance.

I am grateful to have had the guidance and friendship of Derek O'Neill, a Celtic Sage, on this trip who has graciously supported me and directly trained and certified me in the following powerful wellness modalities.
Rising Star Practitioner and Teacher
Prema Birthing Facilitator and Teacher
More Truth Will Set You Free Teacher
Neuro Linguistic Programming Practitioner & Beyond

​The wealth of resources I offer take the form of workshops, personal sessions, initiations, transmissions, ceremony and trainings that provide enrichment on profound levels.

I believe we are all intricate pieces of art continually evolving and we may experience addictions, abuse, stress, limiting beliefs and lack of faith, etc.  along our journey but the sessions I offer can resolve these and past dramas to assist in a person's discovery to see new possibilities and a renewed sense of faith in themselves to make the changes needed to bring more alignment into their being to live happier.

It is a pleasure for me to share with you the healing arts that I offer. Each of these tools has been a gift in my ongoing transformation and can be very beneficial for anyone seeking assistance to reach greater states of peace, love, health & joy!

"All healing is Self healing. I am trained to hold consciousness and  energy and create the space for you to choose to heal on whatever level you are ready for."

​Fully Insured through Alternative Balance
Photographs by Lisa Hildebrandt
and Amalia Mayita Photography

SQ Wellness

             I AM a proud  Gold Member of SQ Wellness.                                            SQ stands for Spiritual Quotient.                                                                                                 
                                                                                                               It is a group of like minded people who hold a space of consciousness for transformation and healing and doing their best to live from the values of peace, love, truth, right conduct and non-violence. 

We at SQ believe that the unseen Spirit is 
 stronger, more elegant, and more resilient than anything else.
That is why we serve spirit, and it serves the body.
 That is not religion, it is reality.

"When we pray or meditate, we become open to the Universal  energy of love, truth, peace, non violence & right conduct.    The energy of these bring about balance to the whole being                          as we open to our higher belief system,                        which many call God, Prana, Source or many other names. The power that we receive from these beliefs can and do heal                       as we have seen and heard many times.                                   The exchange between teacher and practitioner          is not for healing, it is an exchange for the training, investment and time that the teacher has put into learning to do sessions for you."  SQ-Wellness

You can find more information about SQ at www.DerekONeill.com
 It has an abundance of information about the healing modalities I offer and so much more!   

SQ Foundation

Sq Foundation is another aspect of SQ~ Spiritual Quotient.

SQ Foundation is a registered, non-profit (501c3), tax-deductible organization. We provide food, medicine, water, education, shelter and more to children, adults, animals and communities in need around the World. Over the years we have supported projects in 13 countries worldwide, working with organizations and passionate leaders who are often overlooked by larger institutions, and where a relatively small amount of funds go a long way.

With each new project we support, we aim to achieve the five human values of Love, Peace, Truth, Right Conduct and Non Violence. We operate with this intent and support projects that empower communities with long-lasting and self-sustaining impact through skills-training, education and stimulating, safe environments.

Over 90% of donated funds arrive at the source, getting basic human necessities to where they are needed the most – effectively and with love.

If you feel moved to donate now or at another time go to

*Please consider donating by 11/23/19
​the foundation will be closing after 21 years of service*

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